• January: drifting
  • February: loneliness
  • March: lack of preparation
  • April: flushed cheeks
  • May: holding my breath
  • June: heat
  • July: heat
  • August: heat
  • September: the revenge of summer
  • October: cracked windows and night breezes
  • November: sweaters and tears
  • December: another year older, and not so wiser.

the only month worse than July: August (Summer of Death, part three).

well nsync just put out a new album today so i feel better

"Strange how we decorate pain."
"If you’re happy in a dream…does that count? The happiness–does it count?"

2500 followers. If you all would kindly line up in single file fashion, I will give each of you a kiss on the forehead (。・//ε//・。)


*owns tons of clothes*

*wears same three things*

(via deary-lou)


"why do you like floral prints so much" because i’m not a person. secretly i’m just a mass of bees. trying to blend in with humans. unable to let go of my love of flowers

(via mercurieux)

"Escaping is my dream."

This is just a small informative post to let you all know that my laptop’s charging port has shorted (it heats the charger tip to the point it is burning hot. Isn’t that lovely? The other day it melted the rubber bit off the tip! Yes, I like to live slightly wild). It will cost me between $150 and $200 to fix, so I will most likely end up buying a new one. Which is a pity… I liked my little laptop. Why can’t it just work properly?? )): anyway, for a short time I will not have my own laptop. However, my blogging should remain normal, as my mother has both a laptop and a tablet, and she has none problem sharing. Just so you do kniw, if I am using her tablet, tumblr tends to post things multiple times. I will do my best to delete the extra posts, but if you happen upon it before I can fix it, please accept my upmost apology. I do not mean for this to happen, and I will do my best to correct this error.
I may be like this for a short while until I can aquire funds to replace my computer.
Stay lovely~ ♡♡♡

"I’m homesick for arms that don’t want to hold me."

i’m back! hello new followers~ /kisses/ ♥

So my scary brother in law has apparently thrown a fit over how much internet we’ve collectively used over the past several days (they have a limited amount for the month), so I’m kind of going to be gone for a bit.
People use the term “semi-hiatus” in this situation, right? Never understood that until now…

when i close my eyes, i allow myself to imagine you there next to me: arms around my waist, my face in your chest. the closer i get to sleep, the more and more real it feels. however, when i slip into sleep you never appear in my dreams.

you’re not real, and you never will be, no matter how much i try to pull you here.